trade

I will die if I try 

damned! If I don't 

my world is like a cyclone, spinning out of control

there's nothing common about me 

to have a life so full of pain

and I'm not feeling whole

I'm not here, I have lots of fear 

 why can't my life be sunny?

Why can't I make it all work out?

Why does my mind have to be full of doubt? Why does my mind have to race like fast and furious?

All I want to find is a life of happiness or maybe fulfilment

I'm tired of being afraid

I'm tired of being sad

let me be free from this life

can we trade all this crappy for the satisfaction of my soul

thank you

love