emotions we charge

i needed someone to hug but there's no one 

so i hug my pen

i need someone to talk to but there's no one,

 that's why i'm talking to my book of thought all the time

i need someone to wipe my tears but there's no one 

i weep to my pillow

they said men ain't suppose to cry but the emotions we charge spine the universe 

there're some words we says with our heart but we couldn't realize it

anytime you have money in your hand 

  you have a choice 

   no matter how small

I do now for the future is more important than tomorrow

love