Afflictions to my Soul





I feel like not doing anything today, no strength for my work, negative energy all around me.
Then it hits me that life is all about choices. So I made one even when my candle light can't take me through the night. I have to make the most of it. I do one thing I always do even when I don't want to. Some will say it's ritual, some will say it's principles, or law, whatever you want to call it, if it works for you; keep on, just be good.
It might be you that will solve the next mystery. There are many mystery yet to be solved.
The beautiful ones are not yet born. so continue with that shit. I'm not here to tell you to repent like my uncle. Don't worry the world is not ending today. You will reap what you sow.
If You think am a treat then you will never understand my journey. I made a choice to tell my stories even when I know the afflictions it will bring upon my soul.
Forever and a day that's the vow I made on the alter with the symbol of cross. It's more spiritual than I thought.
The voice in my head had grown louder and louder. Glory to God I learned that the strongest and most destructive voice is my own.
Life thought me you always got a choice. You can accept an attitude of humiliation and fear, or you can take on an attitude of action. You can be a victim or a victor. You can let life run you over or you can take it on. I have a choice to make.
Life inflicts the same set backs and tragedies on the good and the bad but the good weathers them better.
I have seen the good bounce back from defeat and with his life somewhat poorer, he picks up and starts again. the bad gives up and fall into depression.
Each of us encounters hard times, hurt feelings, heartache, physical and emotional pain. I found out the keys is to realize, it's not what happens to you that matters, It's how you choose .

love

#Thankyou

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