Suicide note
emotions laden heavy
every step forward is always a fight
this is my constant struggle
eery picture in my mind is laid bare in my heart
some feelings feel more like a presence
I never get to choose but a freak to whatever that gives me mental romance
she said depression is a mantle of darkness
is that why I used to observe all even the ones eyes couldn't see
please release me from this sense of defeat is an unbreakable load
this is my desire to surrender to my taste
she fights every tiny hope I once hoped vainly
she wants me to release not that I mean succumb
but my over whelming desire is on call
when my shadow enlops me, I will submit to be merged as one with the none
till then, I shall be free
Jane Influence
Thank you
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