Streams of thought, my constant struggle

Streams of thought, my constant struggle

every present reminds me of every yesterday and tomorrow

to me letting go is strength, to them its weakness

I think these days generation are focusing on the wrong pose of their image

who told you, you must look happy at pictures

how can I free myself from the master of deception

steady streams of lies and deceit...

It pains me knowing that those inflicted it are the ones I shouldn't have trusted

 but they are the ones I held close to my heart

something to cling to is a lifetime self-hate

the betrayals are normal but what am I going to do this anger burning deep inside 

faith and love

my streams of thoughts is my relentless grip

Jane Influence

Thank you