be vexed

I think I have been surviving with the help of voices in my head

let me hear the good things about the future we dream or lemme alone

let me think about it.

Everything around me is a distraction these days

beneath me is the dust which I came from

she said if my heart is secured, I will have no fear

let my horn be lifted high... some will see and be vexed

she is conducting my affairs by the vision I lay bare for them to see 

Jane Influence

1992secret.