I should have.....

 I should have love you hard like you deserve but I forget how to love myself first

I should have fuck you on our first night but I don't want to treat you

like every bitch I slept with on our first night 

I should have fuck you so hard on that couch but that innocent eyes looking at me is just a kid

I should have spent my money on you but my mama needed it most

I should have killed you for betraying me but the holy book said we should love our enemy

I should have stayed at home but you won't lemme me think, so I left to find my zone

I should have known you're a rat but my rabbit heart got me thinking that you're my dawg 

I should have done so many things with my life when I have the chance but I think time is my friend

I should have done it with my clear eyes but I got so much mixture of drugs in my system

I should have.....

Thank you

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