Apparently

I apologize if I'm getting under your skin

I just want to live long,

 all I have been doing is me or  maybe putting food on table for my family

stop delighting on my imperfections if you want to soar with me

I put my soul on anything I touch, the cost of what I bargain for is too great

And I'm here paying the price...

Apparently that got me smoking to much

all the empty bottles in my room are pointing their fingers towards me

I take the leap and create my circumstance for now is the only time I have 

I wish I can complain and my past I got no shame

I never lie when I said I will, 

you're the one who were scared of the circumstances I'm creating but I've to let you breathe 

thank you

love