I jump

i have to do this but what if 

i heard that's the toughest question 

i just want to live but what if...

smoking roses

i tried to laugh but what if sadness is better for my soul

i try to love you but you betray me and made me a beast

what if i can't love again

i count one, two, three them i jump 

me or i, i wonder who is the fucked up one

shame on me for not seeing the projectors i been watching 

i'm so fucked up right now

i don't wanna see myself on that mirror anymore

dear God i need water of life 

cello phone in my pocket

i am in a dark place... but i must thank you for the light you put in my hand

love

Jane influence