i kiss myself


deception or delusion
i know it's a lie 
still i found myself believing it
i know about the three goals of darkness
they want to divide us
they want to distract us
sometimes i hold my breath for their deception is in the air
i try to kiss myself with a trembling joy
in moment  of anger
i pray to be in control
when i lie on my bed,
 i search my heart and be on silent for i need clarity
not knowing what's wrong or right will make you say shit off your mouth
just because you think is not enough 
don't get me pregnant with evil
neither do i want to give birth to disillusionment
i'm awake and i rebuke deception and his family


love


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