self crucifixion


ever since i found out thought are not secret,
you will live it one day 
i fight my circumstances just like the way i fight the though of me lusting on her
i wonder if she know i'm looking at her like that
i rather be with her in time than to invite her on time
i stand in revolting against in effective of my mind
call me stubbornly retard
perhaps i call aloud for remedy
if we can't spark a fire then why are we still together
being around some people is a self crucifixion
i pray for you not to shrink 
i know about being rich and cursed still nothing comes out of love but love
i put the rudiments of my love for you on my mental harmony

love

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