if you are not free to think your thinking

i sleep with one, i fuck one

one i fuck till she sleeps, one i couldn't feel something for

here i am thinking why is every body saying something, yet none of us is listing

i couldn't get on social media anymore for their lies is making me bleed

i confessed my sins to my family for they are the one pointing guns at my head

are you still wondering what's going on 

just do what you want

if you are not free to think your thinking

i'm sorry but why are you doing this yourself

i sleep to catch some breath while i wake to write

at the end i want to make love even when i'm not feeling like

perhaps

 i just want to fuck

love