For my ashes, she's giving me beauty

It's funny,

 sometimes the people who should encourage us do just the opposite

I am wide awake

All knowing with a confidence

I don't pray for if, I pray for when

For my ashes, she's giving me beauty

I dare to declare for her love is everlasting

I bend, I don't break

I triumph my birthday to my world

My life is on code, I dwell on principles

My mysterious life scares them away

her voice suits my soul but I'm tired of telling her lies

I lied a Millions times to cover just one lie

That's how bad things can get worse sometimes

She gave him money,but she took his integrity

Where is the love?

love

thank you