The void

With my increase of riches
Here comes my greed and impatience
I can't wait day after day for my diamonds
I want to get them all at once
But here I am, I have killed, I have lied,
  done all manners of evil
At the end I find no diamonds
Like my day to day increase of my riches
I focused on the money, now I have lost the source that produces
  the money
The void in my heart is still unfilled
She don't love me anymore
I'm confused with what I want how do I make amends
My principals or my interest
I'm insensitive and inconsiderate has affected
  my mind
I have forgotten the little kindness is so important to the universe
The love and the softness in my heart is now deteriorating
I can't feel myself anymore
I'm getting sicker day by day
The things I neglected are written all over me
Thanks to the universe for I know now how to produce instead of consuming

#love