Scars of quick fix

Who am I to rewrite Gods plan
I wake up each day beginning with the end in mind
I keep clear mind because my steps are in front of me
I prayed not to be caught by everyday activity
I know all things are created twice
The mental creation and the physical  creation
From where I'm sitting I can find them both
My mind is still at work to get a clear image of how badly I need to touch my earth
People don't seem to get it
This world doesn't end here
I sleep all day knowing fully well am not gonna sleep at night
I don't know why people ain't seeing it
Why am I the only one seeing it
All they are doing is looking
None of them is seeing
How long shall I bear this alone
I'm trying to win the war not the battle
They never understand me
They are projecting their own home movies onto me but here I am biding my time
Life true success is with self not having things but in having mastery, victory over self
Here I am left with the battle scars of quick fix

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