I told the preacher what you are shouting so loud in my ears I cannot hear what you say; Teach me and I will understand

I can manipulate the man made rules and play the game
But when the challenges of life roars,
  the true cause of my motives will surface
May I never have secondary greatness and loose primary goodness in my character
Into the hands of every man is given a marvelous power for good and evil
The silent, unconscious and unseen influence of my life won't let me be
I'm beginning to think this is the constant radiation
If what am truly is and we cannot pretend to be another
I told the preacher what you are shouting so loud in my ears I cannot hear what you say
Teach me and I will understand
The hearts ponders but I still meditates
What Comes out of it,
  my mind can't control with all the paradigm shift,
   I still can't get it done
My theory perception assumption or my frame of reference about the way I see the world makes me a paranoid entity
Universal rules and man made rules
On which rules are you living on?
I can imagine the frustration the ineffectiveness
 of trying to reach your destination
The point is we will always get lost no matter how hard we learn to play the game
Don't drive on a road of life with a wrong map.

thank you
#love