Specter of controversy

If you can wake me up when I step out of time...
You are loved.
Sometimes we got lost in our thoughts.
Sometimes I wonder Where do all these thoughts come from.
Why is our mentality programmed this way?
Do we really know how to operate it.
Or are we abusing it?
I wonder why the evil act all over the world today.
Why the pains and heartbreak?
Every life choice depends on how we operate our brain.
Such a premium on life.
Such a dangerous course of action.
Specter of controversy.
We have no idea how,
   where and what to do with  ourselves.
The die had been cast.
The end was not yet in sight,
  but we would not turn back.
I couldn't waiting, watching and working because the  promise had been made.

thank you

love