Where it all begins

Father remember that I am but flesh and passing breeze that does not return.
Do I need help?
Where will it come from?
I look up.
The sky is plain blue with a white pillar of cloud.
That's a sign,
   I can still see the light.
Don't ask me if My old ways is haunting me
I won't let them, get to me.
I don't know what they see when they look at me.
Life is beautiful indeed
My life is on repeat,
   back to where it all begins.
Some I'm winning, some I'm loosing.
God my right hand is on you.
let them know.
I really love her but I have to let her go.
That's love right?
It just hit me, I think I'm back to where it all begins.

thank you.

love