Blood bath

Disillusion led me to believe they are here for me.
I don't need any one anymore.
Eyes with glittering diamonds.
Heart full of romance with wonders and mysteries.
They have turned me to an angel that smokes...
Back then I would have gone to the end of the earth for them.
They disenchanted my spirit and tore my self worth.
My soul was tormented when I was fighting the monster they created.
I will keep on pushing across the room even if it will left my body broken and pains.
I sprinkled my blood like the Israelite
The essence of my love will left them turned on.
I took a blood bath of my pain as a portrait
An epiphany of change turned my love into tragic.
I visited the realm of my ancestors,
 I left some part of me at their alter.
As my emotions drifted away to protect the bleeding heart.
A torn heart is heal and awaken.
Now they are look all over me like a snack.
We're embarked with life's passion and purpose
My heart dance to a different beat
I take refuge in a solace of light and love.
Flying so high with a distance thunder.
My renewed spirit encounters paradise...
Now I'm buried in a sanctuary of new found peace.
Free spirit.

thank you

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