Apollos

I really don't like this anxiety that is knocking on my door
Angel of light and love,
I need your touch to think crazy and do the impossible
How can I be talking to myself like that...
Yeah I know my grandmother talks to herself.
I know they are telling my story of  adversities
How could they do this to me
Now I know why Jesus left his hometown...
With that statement he made.
The pain and suffering that brought me to my knees
Disillusionment led me to believe they gon  show me love
I remember when we were young we run around the house half naked
I fantastically pictured what that movement will do to my name
Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered
Sometimes I hear this voice from my subconscious mind there are no unanswered prayers.
Lord I need your saving grace with eagles wings to fly me away to a new distant solace of light and love.

thank you

love