sanguine

Here I am again.
Early hours of today...
Me, my pen & my book of thoughts.
Reminiscing, sitting alone watching the rain cloud
  move from west to east.
I roll up to start my day.
Lately I have too many questions in my head.
I had a voice telling me to trust the process.
I mix my sanguine with optimist.
Even when the corner I found myself right now is too tough and tempting...
Don't let me fall...
I'm up so high...
Bell in my head...
Do I need to go through this process again?
Indeed everything is new in the morning...
 privacy, privacy, privacy...
Every thing I desire right now.
Yeah I know about that,
Real strength is not one's muscle but ones confidence in ones spirit.
Strength from above...
Head above water...
Prove them wrong Examine my heart,
  Give me the score I deserve.

 thank you

 love....