Consequences...

Consequences...
All the things we do in this life have consequences.
I don't like my mind right now,
 stacking all the unnecessary things.
That shit is driving me crazy,
 thinking everything is all about me.
I'm a christian,
 yet am still dancing with my demons.
strange clouds all around me,
Had an astral visit on my birthday.
Nobody still wanna prove me wrong.
 Still wondering what I saw that day.
Inside the biggest company in Africa.
I hear voices telling me that Nobody can save me.
I've been chasing out all the darkness inside me.
I cry to heaven for the solution,
 Can you take away this pain in my heart...
I scream to myself when nobody is around.
I will rather try to loose,
 then I will know that am halfway right...

Tell me what to do, you say I can't understand.
I wish I can end up to someone else or being Invisible to the universe.
All this voice in my head,
Why do I need to practice.
Do I need heaven or higher?
Please hear me how long do I need to wait.
  The dream is projected.
I know an artist sphere of influence is the world around them.
So can we just talk about it,
    I have been dreaming about it.
I just wanna be free; free to make my own mistakes.
Nothing feels better.
Sometimes I feel like the devil is one step ahead of us.   
   trying not to loose myself in this emptiness.
 Funny how we say all this weed and alcohol help us numb our  pain,
        but it's all lie.


  God I don't wanna waste time.
 I know, you know life is short and learning is vast.



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