Spirit Please can you hear me Calling.

 Sometimes I like to take a walk just to catch my breath.
Sometimes I get drunk just to forget some bullshit life is trowing at me.
Sometimes I love to get laid just to let my bottled emotions get loose.
Sometimes I love to get high to free my mind.
sometimes I get stoned just to pass the time...
  When I was younger I thought love is the most valued asset we got...
Lol.. who said we know what is wrong or right...
God please can you hear me calling. I don wanna live like this anymore. Free spirit please can you hear me calling. At least give me a sign. I wake up every day with a positive vibe, why am I still feeling like this.
I keep doing it over and over again. I still see a good man being judged for his sins like am perfect...
Everybody asking me how am doing, like they really care what's going on.
Can you hear me calling. what we gonna do, The earth being existing for billions of years. Why do I still struggle to please you, what's taking you long to grant my heart desire.
Why do I have to die to be alive, tears rolling down my eyes. Been staying strong since I Found out who my father is. I see my heaven shot down since he can't do all the things he said he will do.
Life is never easy when you needed it to be. Heaven please can you hear me. I got a lot of plan for humanity, One thousand three hundred and thirty five days, been sitting here waiting for the prophesy to be fulfilled.
    I might loose my mind, so show me you care; Don't pretend. keep our love alive let me live.
How we do all this shit together and when I needed you most, you start telling me how much blood you got to drain from my soul. Tell me how I can I live with all this pain, Knowing I can't pass it on. How can I do this wickedness to the people I love.
They say Is better to be a lover than a fighter, but how can we love hard if we can't fight hard.
 
yours truly.

 #love

   thank you