Love Yourself.

 Love yourself; This is not an essay for everybody.
Don't let this world and all this fake people upset you. keep your head high and you should know that you are special. I have to leave them all behind so that I can find myself.
 They will say they really love you and I will never forget you. They say all the people born with gift are cause. Everything I try I feel like it never works. I been fighting myself in my head, fighting my family like nobody understand me. some days are worst seems like the world is smiling without me. I know what they say when they talk about me. I know they look at me wish I was gone down depressed.
 Fuck it! say it proud because that's what makes me and nobody is perfect. I keep on going hoping it's worth it. I still fighting all these demons in my head. I never really alone. coz they will be waiting till am dead.
 Don't get me wrong this is not a love letter, this writing is about loving yourself, is not an essay for the weak souls. Is a write up about when you feel like you about to die or gave up and; promises as well no matter how hard you feel deep inside their's still light, that you can still be who you wanna be.
 Trust me it's never late and I know how it feels to be judge by all your mistakes pointed all your flaws, trow that shit on your face, that shit swaying you down feeling like you can't get a break. Yeah! I know; trust me you ain't the the only one in the world full of people. yet we are the lonely ones, the hard ones, the lost ones, the crazy ones. And I know I have all the gains that I want. where will you go when the world is on your shoulder. No one there to answer your question, searching for closure.
why do we run away from the love that we been searching for?  I understand you been hurt before. You not alone, in all the places you go, feels like it's not a home. I know you feel like there's no escape. I know you try to hold your faith. I know you still trying to smile even when you make some mistakes, just hold on for me and I hold on for you. I hold on for everybody who is broken and bruise.
 I used to hate myself, don't know what to do, bottled all my emotions, I locked myself in a room, hurt by all the people I trust. They did me dirty but I learn if you don't water the garden it will not bloom and it's painful as it's.
 This Life Is Beautiful!
Don't give up too soon, coz you never really know what will happen. No matter what they do to you.
They will try to break you down but don't let them break your soul .I know some scars never heals, sometimes pain is all we feel; but that shows that you're real.
See I have done some things that I will never confess. so I just keep it all inside, feeling the weight in my chest.
 God knows yeah he knows that I was lonely depress.
Regardless of all this, I lost myself but God still shows me that I'm blessed.


   yours truly


   thank you

#loveandpeace.